i cant breathe and i am so dizzy i am about to faint. after my shower i had to sit down again and when chopping veggies for dinner i was so lightheaded i almost fell aside. but whatever, it will pass. hopefully it is the coffees fault.
tonight, i am going to a party with my emofriends at ersboda.
most fo them are aged around 15, and i sometimes get the feeling i should stop hanging with them, grow up, cut of my panda and start to go to clubs.
but why should i? unlike playgroundtwist-malin who did that, i can still be drunk as hell and puke in a corner with my underage friends, since it is more fun! i enjoy the fights and the crying, i enjoy the drama.
or am i wrong? should i grow up = be boring?
can you have fun as a grown up?