i am at the hospital right now, and i realise that i hate darkside. that damn bdsm-sadomasochistic-internet-community! i could not stop thinking about nurse outfits and gynecologic chairs when my doctor examined me and my weird legs. haha, so embarrasing, he was like 50 years old and there i was, lying on the bench not able to stop my mind from drifting away to kinky sex novels. is this is a common thing, or am i just a pervert?
i have recieved a lot of anonymous mean comments on my photodiary lately. the thing is, i dont even bother and i wonder why? my entire childhood was filled with comments of that kind, so i think i have developed some kind of protection in my mind against stuff like that.
i think i will faint soon. i go black a lot of the time in my vision and i have to sit down or so.
oh poor bullied agnes come on and comfort meeeeee!