wait what is the english word for pyssel?
gawd i have to buy me a dictionary
i am working on a pro ana book today! it has been cold outside and warm inside. i am not too sick for sitting straight and not too well to go to school. perfect. the candles have been burning all day and so has my inspired mind.
below are some pictures of what i do when i get all this inspiration.
my brothers mathbook, it says
"hamburger, nothin to fight over"
quite pro ana, isn´t it?
well, i know i am really silly who does this.
i personally hate people who are pro ana but still fat, so called "wannarexics". people who want the disease just to loose some weight. it is sad, and mostly because i was like that too. and the things i mostly hate in life are people, reactions and things that are like i used to be in the past. for example, the ugly yellow-neon-emos at my school. it could have been me wearing those hideous outfits, only a few years earlier. and when sara talks about her eating disorder i get ants in my pants, no ants all over me and i just want to scream, "why wont you get it?!"
but well, the neo-emos and my love sara must go through all the phases of their lives, and i can not really effect them.
so i dont care if i am silly doing this
because what is important in ones life is happiness and self awareness.
i have acheived that, through my own life.